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Sunday, August 24, 2003

FLUX

Recently I got a call from SMC, offering me information on finishing my Masters Degree. Tempting? YES! I have a call in and am waiting for the reply.

Odd how a few days later, upon hearing wonderful news of a dear friend's birth of her first daughter, I am wondering when I might consider having a second child.

Having choices is amazing, but difficult too. I think I would hate leaving Drew, I think I am too TIRED, I think that I might be scared to try and fail. I think I may never do anything with that degree, other than possess it.

I think I need to be thankful for all of the women who have gone before me, who made it possible for me to think all of these things and make the choice that is right for me.

I guess I'll see what that is... Sometime